I'm not going to lie, I was sort of embarrassed to be in that office. It was super uncomfortable for me, and part of me felt ashamed to be taking benefits from someone that (arguably) needs them more than I do. But I haven't had any income in 6 weeks, and EDD is really dragging their feet. I have to eat too, and I've been paying my fair of taxes for 20 years. So now I am reaping the benefits. I was approved for 3 months, even if I get a job. I told my mom I would feel guilty about keeping the benefits if I started working, and she gave me the good idea of using it to buy food for a shelter or pantry. I like that.
So today I paid my cable/internet bill ($123.85, which I split with my roommate) and my credit card bill (the only balance I "keep" is $95.33 a month- $62 for my Muni pass and$33.33 for the gym). Other than that, it's a no-spending day for me. I'm actually working tonight-- catering, so not only will I actually earn some money, I also get a staff meal.
Yay for zero-dollar days!
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